March 2012
64 posts
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this week has been the worst. seriously THE worst. i don’t think i’ve ever been so upset and angry at the same time in my life. lololol my life. no really though, it needs to be spring break already.
okay, goodnight.
i’m too busy being depressed over everyone and everything.
February 2012
50 posts
i get my tattoo in two weeks. it seriously can’t come soon enough. ME SO HAPPY.
i feel like i haven’t been single in so long that i don’t even know how to be anymore. i don’t want to rely being happy with talking/dating a guy. i think it’s stupid and i’ve never been like that, but can’t help finding myself doing that recently. i seriously hate myself for it. i don’t want to have emotions. having emotions for someone else is how you end up getting hurt. i just want to be numb...
Anonymous asked: I have no idea how I stumbled across your blog, but thank god I did. You are everything I aspire to be and more.
Anonymous asked: Hi, I've been reading your 365 diary and you said that all you want to do with your life is to inspire someone. You've inspired me to write, you've inspired me to become a better person and you also proved to me that things are tough but they will always get better. You helped me change my perspective of living just by me reading what you have to say every day. I've been...
Anonymous asked: how do you cope with a break up with a friendship of a decade? i sure can't find a way. :(
Anonymous asked: where do you buy your clothes at the internet? i know that you answered it some month ago but can't find the question again. i love your clothes, and i love you and your thoughts:) greets from germany <3
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i’ve recently been reviewing my life these past couple of days, and i don’t mean to dwell on the past, i was just simply taking in how much has changed these past few months. i’ve lost amazing people in my life, those of which i know will never be in my life again, but i mean i’ve also met and have become closer to some of the most interesting people i’ve met in...
Anonymous asked: i clearly haven't checked into this blog for a while, and i'm sooo sorry if you've been asked this a lot before.... but the last time i was on here you were engaged, correct? if you don't mind me asking, you guys seemed really happy with each other and meant for one another... what happened?
Anonymous asked: Would you please recommend some blogs worth following?
Anonymous asked: Why darling you're gorgeous. I believe anyone would be lucky to have you in their life :)
i don’t even know what love is. i don’t think i’m even capable to have those emotions ever. i don’t know if love even exists anymore. i don’t even care.
i don’t undertand a lot of things and i don’t know how to explain myself with words anymore.
Anonymous asked: Do you think it is appropriate for a girl to say "I love you" first in a relationship. If so, when is the right time?
i hung out with the most perfect boy tonight.
i can’t even.
he’s just so perfect it hurts my heart. :’)
Anonymous asked: how do you hide your short bangs? i dont get it
Anonymous asked: I don't want to live, I don't want to feel I fucking hate everything and I want all this pain and sadness to go away. Okay bye.
Anonymous asked: How do you have your hair cut right now? Just wondering!
Anonymous asked: you are very pretty and i love your tattoos, ill post pics of mine soon
omg, my heart hurts.
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Anonymous asked: Be my valentine?
Anonymous asked: you should put adds on your blog to help get money (: i'm really sorry about your family's situation
this is a long story about life.
The other night i swear on my life i was so frustrated about money. i looked at my closet and seriously could have cried about how i have no clothes. Because i hated everything i owned, i literally took everything out and gave some to my cousin and donated the rest. I was a brat and decided to lash out on my mom about how i need money for clothes because at the end of the month i’m left with...
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okay, goodnight. my life will always and forever be a piece of shit.
xoxo~
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i just don’t understand and i don’t think i ever will and that’s what seriously hurts me the most. i will never understand why things are the way the are and it sucks. i will never comprehend how we’ve become like this and why you let us fall apart. i just will never know and it’s slowly killing me more and more each day. it’s such a hopeless feeling that...
holy fucking shit, ex boyfriends are the worst. like why the fuck am i going to give you another chance when there are people out there i haven’t met that could be waiting for their first.
Anonymous asked: i'm sorry if you've answered this, but would you ever post things that you used to have on your other blog? I remember there was one I really enjoyed but of course I cannot find it now.
i decided i’m gonna be the best wife ever when i’m married.
kay byeeez.
listen.
there is nothing more than to love and be loved.
