February 2012
35 posts
i’ve recently been reviewing my life these past couple of days, and i don’t mean to dwell on the past, i was just simply taking in how much has changed these past few months. i’ve lost amazing people in my life, those of which i know will never be in my life again, but i mean i’ve also met and have become closer to some of the most interesting people i’ve met in...
Anonymous asked: i clearly haven't checked into this blog for a while, and i'm sooo sorry if you've been asked this a lot before.... but the last time i was on here you were engaged, correct? if you don't mind me asking, you guys seemed really happy with each other and meant for one another... what happened?
Anonymous asked: Would you please recommend some blogs worth following?
Anonymous asked: Why darling you're gorgeous. I believe anyone would be lucky to have you in their life :)
i don’t even know what love is. i don’t think i’m even capable to have those emotions ever. i don’t know if love even exists anymore. i don’t even care.
i don’t undertand a lot of things and i don’t know how to explain myself with words anymore.
Anonymous asked: Do you think it is appropriate for a girl to say "I love you" first in a relationship. If so, when is the right time?
i hung out with the most perfect boy tonight.
i can’t even.
he’s just so perfect it hurts my heart. :’)
Anonymous asked: how do you hide your short bangs? i dont get it
Anonymous asked: I don't want to live, I don't want to feel I fucking hate everything and I want all this pain and sadness to go away. Okay bye.
Anonymous asked: How do you have your hair cut right now? Just wondering!
Anonymous asked: you are very pretty and i love your tattoos, ill post pics of mine soon
omg, my heart hurts.
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Anonymous asked: Be my valentine?
Anonymous asked: you should put adds on your blog to help get money (: i'm really sorry about your family's situation
this is a long story about life.
The other night i swear on my life i was so frustrated about money. i looked at my closet and seriously could have cried about how i have no clothes. Because i hated everything i owned, i literally took everything out and gave some to my cousin and donated the rest. I was a brat and decided to lash out on my mom about how i need money for clothes because at the end of the month i’m left with...
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okay, goodnight. my life will always and forever be a piece of shit.
xoxo~
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i just don’t understand and i don’t think i ever will and that’s what seriously hurts me the most. i will never understand why things are the way the are and it sucks. i will never comprehend how we’ve become like this and why you let us fall apart. i just will never know and it’s slowly killing me more and more each day. it’s such a hopeless feeling that...
holy fucking shit, ex boyfriends are the worst. like why the fuck am i going to give you another chance when there are people out there i haven’t met that could be waiting for their first.
Anonymous asked: i'm sorry if you've answered this, but would you ever post things that you used to have on your other blog? I remember there was one I really enjoyed but of course I cannot find it now.
i decided i’m gonna be the best wife ever when i’m married.
kay byeeez.
listen.
there is nothing more than to love and be loved.
January 2012
102 posts
hi,
today was weird.
i spent five hours doing homework. i had the strangest mood swings today. people annoyed the crap out of me. this girl in class took my seat, again i was annoyed. i was smiling for no reason and would catch myself and felt like a freak. the same girl next to me wouldn’t stop talking or commenting on what the teacher had to say about everything. i got an important phone...
Anonymous asked: So my ex and I were on and off for about a year now, we've been together for a total of three years, and I unwillingly broke it off recently. He broke up with me around the same time, the year before and it left me devastated but now, I'm not as devastated, but I'm still trying to be friends with him which he makes so hard for me to do! He lashes out at me all the time leaving me...
did i fucking seriously need to run into justin today? that’s the last thing i ever wanted, and he’s the last person i wanted to see. is it not bad enough that everything around me fucking reminds me of him still? the smell of cigarettes, being in my car, my favorite songs, sad songs, happy songs. e v e r y t h i n g. words can not describe how much disappointment i have in him and how...
i was looking through my very first posts on my tumblr and came across something i wrote, which is relevant and i still in my heart believe and know is true. although i kind of wonder who exactly i wrote this for. hm:
YES, THERE ARE GOING TO BE TIMES WHERE YOU’RE SITTING AT THE EDGE OF YOUR BED HYSTERICALLY CRYING THINKING THAT THE WHOLE WORLD IS GOING TO END. THINKING THAT YOU’RE ALONE....
Anonymous asked: where do you get your inspirations for your writing? you're such a lovely writer
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful and you're blog is amazing.
Anonymous asked: was that picture from instagram?
Anonymous asked: what's vegan tattoo ink?
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