I thought that maybe if I closed my eyes hard enough and if I wished and listened closely that I would see and hear you again. I thought maybe I could forever capture the way you would smile when you starred at me. Maybe see those lines form against the side of your lips. I thought maybe I could memorize the way you said my name…the sound of your laugher. I thought maybe I could see those little wrinkles on the side of your eyes again, from squinting them so much from laughter. I could hear your giggling echoing in my head.—Over and over and over again. I thought maybe if I closed my eyes long enough I could reunite with you. I could leave this place and be with you. When I close my eyes nothing hurts anymore because I have you. I thought maybe if I closed my eyes hard enough, things would get better.
the funny thing is i took this picture because of how long my hair looked. two days later i chopped it all off. lolz.
i also started off as a vegetarian and then converted to veganism. to be honest, i found out what to eat just through doing a lot of research on the computer. there is a lot to learn about being vegan. - even to this day i find out more and more things. you have to be careful with code names especially in the ingredients of food. for instance, gelatin, which is crushed animal bones and can be found in foods like marshmallows, jello, gummy bears…etc. PETA’s website has lists of ingredients you should be cautious of and can suggest certain brands to eat. In most chain grocery stores they do have a section with things filled with vegan choices. i suggest you ask your local stores.
you are the best. <3